“From a Death Sentence” to “The Sound of Life”

The phone rang unexpectedly at 8am, and a very agitated doctor’s voice crackled in my ear. It was the oncologist whom I had visited the previous day because of a lump forming in my left eye socket. “Your diagnosis is not as expected,” he said. “It is Burkett’s Lymphoma!” I did not know exactly what that was but assumed it was bad because he was calling me so early in the morning!

“It is a very aggressive form of cancer, known to spread rapidly and to grow tumors at a very fast rate. I have spoken with a leading authority on Burkett’s who is at Shands Cancer hospital in Gainesville, Florida. Go to emergency and check in. The oncology staff will meet you there.” Asked when, he emphatically said, “You must go now! As soon as we finish this call you must get there as quickly as possible.”

It had started some weeks before on a ministry trip. I noticed a slight swelling in my left eye. Thinking it was a stye, I was not alarmed at all. But it continued to grow until team members commented. By the time we returned to Florida, the eye was 80% closed with double vision, flashing lights and shadows, and a loss of focus. So I immediately went to an ophthalmologist.

The doctor was not unduly alarmed, declaring it to be a benign tumor that could be removed surgically. He cut my eyelid open to excise the tumor. But before removing it he did a biopsy, which showed positive for cancer. I was referred to an oncologist whose first assessment was that it was a typical “orbital lymphoma” that would respond well to radiation. He booked me for the radiation and more tests, stating that there was a section of the original biopsy pathology that he still had not seen and needed to check first.

This resulted in his urgent phone call the next morning that changed everything.

I asked a friend to drive me the two hours to Shands hospital. While I waited for him, I researched this “Burkett’s Lymphoma.” It was indeed a rare and very aggressive form of cancer known for a high fatality rate. It characteristically spread rapidly throughout the body, spinal fluid, and bone marrow. The survival rate for persons over 60 years of age was very low, with the best results being four more years. I am 68 years old, and I knew I had been handed a death sentence!

Both my wife and I were shocked to the core, and immediately contacted everyone we could think of to pray. We also set things in place to simplify our financial affairs.

I arrived at Shands Hospital Emergency and was admitted immediately. Many intensive tests were carried out during the day, including scans, X-rays, ultrasounds, and multiple blood tests.

In the meantime the bad news went out to our colleagues in ministry, and to many friends and family around the world. Due to the public nature of our work, this resulted in hundreds, perhaps thousands, of people joining us in prayer for the desperate situation.

When the results of the many tests came back, there was not enough information to support the diagnosis. We had to wait till the following Monday for clarity. Meanwhile I stayed in hospital since Burkett’s is a full emergency. On Monday the doctor was back, saying that the pathology showed beyond doubt that it was Burkett’s Lymphoma. The most extreme chemotherapy regimen possible was to start immediately with the shortest recovery time between sessions. He said that there were many side effects to this extreme treatment that would make me very sick. Being familiar with regular chemotherapy as witnessed from the experience of friends and family, I had some idea of what to expect. Further excursions online confirmed that the side effects would be extreme – some long lasting, while others could even be fatal.

At this stage my daughter asked me what it felt like to receive a diagnosis of aggressive cancer with a poor prognosis. I gave it thought and responded from my heart. 

“It has been a great shock to both your mother and me – shocking us to the depth of our being because in our society, the word cancer is regarded as synonymous with sickness and death. But despite this, I have an inexplicable, deep, calm confidence inside me that is not dependent on staying alive. It doesn’t sound reasonable to my enquiring mind, but I know it is the work of the Holy Spirit because I don’t have that capacity naturally.”“It has been a great shock to both your mother and me – shocking us to the depth of our being because in our society, the word cancer is regarded as synonymous with sickness and death. But despite this, I have an inexplicable, deep, calm confidence inside me that is not dependent on staying alive. It doesn’t sound reasonable to my enquiring mind, but I know it is the work of the Holy Spirit because I don’t have that capacity naturally.”

The chemotherapy began with seven powerful chemicals, some of them deadly. Constant monitoring was made of all vitals during the first infusion, with a slow rate of infusion at the beginning, but increased slightly every 30 minutes as I was able to tolerate it. I readied myself for the drama ahead and promptly fell asleep! I was woken up three hours later to be told that it was all in! It went in so fast that the pharmacy was not ready with the next chemo chemicals for two more hours. And I had felt nothing.

This was the first indication that something good was going to happen. My beloved Evangeline told me she had been praying that my case would be atypical…. and it had indeed started that way.

As the week of continuous chemotherapy progressed, it became apparent by the hour that I was doing very well. To this point, I had no adverse side effects at all. I even refused the anti-nausea tablets because I didn’t need them. Most amazing of all was the fact that the tumor in my left eye, large enough to touch my glasses and close the eye completely, started to shrink dramatically and was completely gone in just three days. The chemotherapy was definitely working very well, and one nurse made the comment that this was “unusual.”

After the first 100-hour session was over, and I was still feeling very good, well-meaning personnel said that I would definitely feel sick when I went home. But the exact opposite happened, and I was able to fill my ministry role for three days the very next week at our School of Evangelism in Orlando.

The second session also progressed very well indeed. And despite the warnings that I would “definitely be sick this time,” there were still no side effects. 

During the first chemo session, they drilled a hole in my head and fitted something called an “Omaya reservoir,” which made it possible to inject chemicals directly into the spinal and cerebral fluid (a common destination for Burkett’s lymphoma). At that time they withdrew some spinal fluid to test for cancer cells, and wonderfully, the results were negative! This is what we, and so many others, had prayed for. 

There were smiles all round as once again we could see the hand of the Lord at work. The nurse who called my situation “unusual” during the first session, now upgraded her observation to “amazing!”

I went home again for two weeks to recover, and still the much-predicted sickness never materialized. On my return for the third session I was told they would do tests to see what the present state of the cancer was. We decided that if there were no cancer, we would hold a “Thank You Jesus Party!!”

When I arrived in the cancer ward for this third five-day session, I had a really moving experience.

Many nurses and orderlies came to say hi, smiling and laughing and shaking my hand. I responded that their patients must all look forward to returning to such a reception. They whispered, “This doesn’t usually happen because others are depressed or angry and bitter about being here... But you are different!”

I responded that it wasn‘t me, but Jesus in me. HE was making all the difference.

Did I mention that, from the second session onward, I had so much energy that the staff brought me an exercise bike, and each session I climbed random hills for a total of 35 miles? And still no side effects at all, prompting the nurse to upgrade her observation, yet again, to “incredible!”

It was readily apparent now that something extraordinary was taking place. And I was eager to point to Jesus as the one answering prayer, even though I myself really could not explain exactly how that works. The longer I progressed without side effects, the more others acknowledged that God was at work.

By Saturday morning, when I was about to leave the hospital after the third five-day chemo session, I felt better than I had after both previous sessions. So I decided to drive myself home. The one doctor heard about this, and shaking his head in disbelief, said that he never had a five-day chemo patient drive himself home around the corner – never mind for two hours. I simply smiled and said that Jesus was definitely at work! 

These reports were sent out to the many people praying, with the request to “keep it up because your prayers are working!” And that was no publicity stunt, but rather a simple passing-on of what we witnessed day by day.

Between the third and fourth chemo sessions, I had the PET scan that would reveal the extent of the cancer, and guide further treatments.

I received a phone call from the doctor’s assistant to give me a summary of the scan. “It’s a very good report. A very, very good report. Even the radiologist said that this is a great scan report. The disease is not totally eradicated, but is very close. A very good report!” He then wished me well on my upcoming mission trip to Africa.

I couldn’t help but be reminded that the last phone call we had received from a doctor on this subject had been just nine weeks earlier, and it had been tantamount to a death sentence. 

The whole process to this point can best be described by the nurse who upgraded her observation, yet again, to “You are a miracle in process.” All glory to Jesus!

I went to Blantyre, Malawi, and preached my full share in the Fire Conference alongside Daniel Kolenda. At the end of it I felt happy, grateful, and privileged – but not tired! Not bad considering that I was supposed to be in chemotherapy that whole week. Amazing? Yes, Jesus definitely was at work!

On my return, I travelled back to Gainesville and Shands Hospital for the fourth chemotherapy session. But first I met with the leading doctor for her review of the recent PET scan. As I had suspected, the scan showed that the cancer could not be seen anywhere. I was told that, after a PET scan returned clear for lymphoma cancers, they usually still do one more session to be sure. That would bring me to a total of four sessions. Yet the doctor said there is no data on doing less than the full six sessions for Burkett’s Lymphoma. But after she talked with a colleague and looked at other data, she recommended doing the present session and then one more to complete. That would be five in all. And from what I could gather, this had never been done before with Burkett’s Lymphoma. It really was miraculous!

At the end of the fourth chemotherapy session, when the team of doctors saw me, they reiterated that all my blood work and tests were perfect. Then they “instructed” me to have a photo taken downstairs standing next to the huge “Total Remission Bell,” and to post it online.

I questioned whether this should be done before the final chemo session. They said, “Yes, because the scan is already clear and the final session is now only prophylactic.” There were smiles all round as this was not the usual speech given to Burkett’s Lymphoma patients who are over 60 years of age.

Needless to say, our hearts were full of joy and thanks to our Savior for His intervention on my behalf. Evangeline and I then went downstairs together to ring the “Total Remission Bell.” It was a very emotional moment indeed. I took the wooden club provided and struck the bell so hard that it nearly burst our eardrums! With a broad smile I said to her through the ear splitting noise: “This is the sound of life!” 

I left soon after this for our CfaN Campaign in Tema, Ghana. As you can imagine, I was really looking forward to it with my whole heart!

Once again, immediately on my return to Florida, I drove the two hours back to Shands Cancer Hospital in Gainesville and met with the doctor who headed up the team working on my case. She looked at all the records again and said, “Your case has exceeded all of our medical expectations! It has been extraordinary.”“Your case has exceeded all of our medical expectations! It has been extraordinary.”

A social worker who was sent to “build up my spirits and help me,” turned to the doctor as she left and said, “I came in to help him. But being in this room has helped me instead!”

All of these amazing comments are directly attributable to the tremendous work of the medical team at Shands, and definitely to the miraculous intervention of God. I thank the Lord for making my case atypical.

During the last few days of the final chemo session, many of the medical personnel came to my room to greet me and acknowledge that my case was amazing and miraculous. 

The gravity of what transpired was graphically brought home to me after the remarks of one nurse. She said that she had been on this cancer floor for two years, and I was the fifth Burkett’s Lymphoma case during that time… but I was the first one ever to leave. Not only that, but I was leaving early! Other cases had the five months with six sessions, but then kept returning after several months for six more sessions. She added that one patient would not be returning, but would be going on to hospice. I said, “It really is miraculous, isn‘t it?” She simply nodded, and with teary eyes, gave me another big hug. 

This is the fingerprint of God! He is at work, and I am an amazed but grateful beneficiary.

From a death sentence to the sound of life, by God’s grace.

Peter Vandenberg

“From a Death Sentence” to “The Sound of Life”

The phone rang unexpectedly at 8am, and a very agitated doctor’s voice crackled in my ear. It was the oncologist whom I had visited the previous day because of a lump forming in my left eye socket. “Your diagnosis is not as expected,” he said. “It is Burkett’s Lymphoma!” I did not know exactly what that was but assumed it was bad because he was calling me so early in the morning!

“It is a very aggressive form of cancer, known to spread rapidly and to grow tumors at a very fast rate. I have spoken with a leading authority on Burkett’s who is at Shands Cancer hospital in Gainesville, Florida. Go to emergency and check in. The oncology staff will meet you there.” Asked when, he emphatically said, “You must go now! As soon as we finish this call you must get there as quickly as possible.”

It had started some weeks before on a ministry trip. I noticed a slight swelling in my left eye. Thinking it was a stye, I was not alarmed at all. But it continued to grow until team members commented. By the time we returned to Florida, the eye was 80% closed with double vision, flashing lights and shadows, and a loss of focus. So I immediately went to an ophthalmologist.

The doctor was not unduly alarmed, declaring it to be a benign tumor that could be removed surgically. He cut my eyelid open to excise the tumor. But before removing it he did a biopsy, which showed positive for cancer. I was referred to an oncologist whose first assessment was that it was a typical “orbital lymphoma” that would respond well to radiation. He booked me for the radiation and more tests, stating that there was a section of the original biopsy pathology that he still had not seen and needed to check first.

This resulted in his urgent phone call the next morning that changed everything.

I asked a friend to drive me the two hours to Shands hospital. While I waited for him, I researched this “Burkett’s Lymphoma.” It was indeed a rare and very aggressive form of cancer known for a high fatality rate. It characteristically spread rapidly throughout the body, spinal fluid, and bone marrow. The survival rate for persons over 60 years of age was very low, with the best results being four more years. I am 68 years old, and I knew I had been handed a death sentence!

Both my wife and I were shocked to the core, and immediately contacted everyone we could think of to pray. We also set things in place to simplify our financial affairs.

I arrived at Shands Hospital Emergency and was admitted immediately. Many intensive tests were carried out during the day, including scans, X-rays, ultrasounds, and multiple blood tests.

In the meantime the bad news went out to our colleagues in ministry, and to many friends and family around the world. Due to the public nature of our work, this resulted in hundreds, perhaps thousands, of people joining us in prayer for the desperate situation.

When the results of the many tests came back, there was not enough information to support the diagnosis. We had to wait till the following Monday for clarity. Meanwhile I stayed in hospital since Burkett’s is a full emergency. On Monday the doctor was back, saying that the pathology showed beyond doubt that it was Burkett’s Lymphoma. The most extreme chemotherapy regimen possible was to start immediately with the shortest recovery time between sessions. He said that there were many side effects to this extreme treatment that would make me very sick. Being familiar with regular chemotherapy as witnessed from the experience of friends and family, I had some idea of what to expect. Further excursions online confirmed that the side effects would be extreme – some long lasting, while others could even be fatal.

At this stage my daughter asked me what it felt like to receive a diagnosis of aggressive cancer with a poor prognosis. I gave it thought and responded from my heart. 

“It has been a great shock to both your mother and me – shocking us to the depth of our being because in our society, the word cancer is regarded as synonymous with sickness and death. But despite this, I have an inexplicable, deep, calm confidence inside me that is not dependent on staying alive. It doesn’t sound reasonable to my enquiring mind, but I know it is the work of the Holy Spirit because I don’t have that capacity naturally.”“It has been a great shock to both your mother and me – shocking us to the depth of our being because in our society, the word cancer is regarded as synonymous with sickness and death. But despite this, I have an inexplicable, deep, calm confidence inside me that is not dependent on staying alive. It doesn’t sound reasonable to my enquiring mind, but I know it is the work of the Holy Spirit because I don’t have that capacity naturally.”

The chemotherapy began with seven powerful chemicals, some of them deadly. Constant monitoring was made of all vitals during the first infusion, with a slow rate of infusion at the beginning, but increased slightly every 30 minutes as I was able to tolerate it. I readied myself for the drama ahead and promptly fell asleep! I was woken up three hours later to be told that it was all in! It went in so fast that the pharmacy was not ready with the next chemo chemicals for two more hours. And I had felt nothing.

This was the first indication that something good was going to happen. My beloved Evangeline told me she had been praying that my case would be atypical…. and it had indeed started that way.

As the week of continuous chemotherapy progressed, it became apparent by the hour that I was doing very well. To this point, I had no adverse side effects at all. I even refused the anti-nausea tablets because I didn’t need them. Most amazing of all was the fact that the tumor in my left eye, large enough to touch my glasses and close the eye completely, started to shrink dramatically and was completely gone in just three days. The chemotherapy was definitely working very well, and one nurse made the comment that this was “unusual.”

After the first 100-hour session was over, and I was still feeling very good, well-meaning personnel said that I would definitely feel sick when I went home. But the exact opposite happened, and I was able to fill my ministry role for three days the very next week at our School of Evangelism in Orlando.

The second session also progressed very well indeed. And despite the warnings that I would “definitely be sick this time,” there were still no side effects. 

During the first chemo session, they drilled a hole in my head and fitted something called an “Omaya reservoir,” which made it possible to inject chemicals directly into the spinal and cerebral fluid (a common destination for Burkett’s lymphoma). At that time they withdrew some spinal fluid to test for cancer cells, and wonderfully, the results were negative! This is what we, and so many others, had prayed for. 

There were smiles all round as once again we could see the hand of the Lord at work. The nurse who called my situation “unusual” during the first session, now upgraded her observation to “amazing!”

I went home again for two weeks to recover, and still the much-predicted sickness never materialized. On my return for the third session I was told they would do tests to see what the present state of the cancer was. We decided that if there were no cancer, we would hold a “Thank You Jesus Party!!”

When I arrived in the cancer ward for this third five-day session, I had a really moving experience.

Many nurses and orderlies came to say hi, smiling and laughing and shaking my hand. I responded that their patients must all look forward to returning to such a reception. They whispered, “This doesn’t usually happen because others are depressed or angry and bitter about being here... But you are different!”

I responded that it wasn‘t me, but Jesus in me. HE was making all the difference.

Did I mention that, from the second session onward, I had so much energy that the staff brought me an exercise bike, and each session I climbed random hills for a total of 35 miles? And still no side effects at all, prompting the nurse to upgrade her observation, yet again, to “incredible!”

It was readily apparent now that something extraordinary was taking place. And I was eager to point to Jesus as the one answering prayer, even though I myself really could not explain exactly how that works. The longer I progressed without side effects, the more others acknowledged that God was at work.

By Saturday morning, when I was about to leave the hospital after the third five-day chemo session, I felt better than I had after both previous sessions. So I decided to drive myself home. The one doctor heard about this, and shaking his head in disbelief, said that he never had a five-day chemo patient drive himself home around the corner – never mind for two hours. I simply smiled and said that Jesus was definitely at work! 

These reports were sent out to the many people praying, with the request to “keep it up because your prayers are working!” And that was no publicity stunt, but rather a simple passing-on of what we witnessed day by day.

Between the third and fourth chemo sessions, I had the PET scan that would reveal the extent of the cancer, and guide further treatments.

I received a phone call from the doctor’s assistant to give me a summary of the scan. “It’s a very good report. A very, very good report. Even the radiologist said that this is a great scan report. The disease is not totally eradicated, but is very close. A very good report!” He then wished me well on my upcoming mission trip to Africa.

I couldn’t help but be reminded that the last phone call we had received from a doctor on this subject had been just nine weeks earlier, and it had been tantamount to a death sentence. 

The whole process to this point can best be described by the nurse who upgraded her observation, yet again, to “You are a miracle in process.” All glory to Jesus!

I went to Blantyre, Malawi, and preached my full share in the Fire Conference alongside Daniel Kolenda. At the end of it I felt happy, grateful, and privileged – but not tired! Not bad considering that I was supposed to be in chemotherapy that whole week. Amazing? Yes, Jesus definitely was at work!

On my return, I travelled back to Gainesville and Shands Hospital for the fourth chemotherapy session. But first I met with the leading doctor for her review of the recent PET scan. As I had suspected, the scan showed that the cancer could not be seen anywhere. I was told that, after a PET scan returned clear for lymphoma cancers, they usually still do one more session to be sure. That would bring me to a total of four sessions. Yet the doctor said there is no data on doing less than the full six sessions for Burkett’s Lymphoma. But after she talked with a colleague and looked at other data, she recommended doing the present session and then one more to complete. That would be five in all. And from what I could gather, this had never been done before with Burkett’s Lymphoma. It really was miraculous!

At the end of the fourth chemotherapy session, when the team of doctors saw me, they reiterated that all my blood work and tests were perfect. Then they “instructed” me to have a photo taken downstairs standing next to the huge “Total Remission Bell,” and to post it online.

I questioned whether this should be done before the final chemo session. They said, “Yes, because the scan is already clear and the final session is now only prophylactic.” There were smiles all round as this was not the usual speech given to Burkett’s Lymphoma patients who are over 60 years of age.

Needless to say, our hearts were full of joy and thanks to our Savior for His intervention on my behalf. Evangeline and I then went downstairs together to ring the “Total Remission Bell.” It was a very emotional moment indeed. I took the wooden club provided and struck the bell so hard that it nearly burst our eardrums! With a broad smile I said to her through the ear splitting noise: “This is the sound of life!” 

I left soon after this for our CfaN Campaign in Tema, Ghana. As you can imagine, I was really looking forward to it with my whole heart!

Once again, immediately on my return to Florida, I drove the two hours back to Shands Cancer Hospital in Gainesville and met with the doctor who headed up the team working on my case. She looked at all the records again and said, “Your case has exceeded all of our medical expectations! It has been extraordinary.”“Your case has exceeded all of our medical expectations! It has been extraordinary.”

A social worker who was sent to “build up my spirits and help me,” turned to the doctor as she left and said, “I came in to help him. But being in this room has helped me instead!”

All of these amazing comments are directly attributable to the tremendous work of the medical team at Shands, and definitely to the miraculous intervention of God. I thank the Lord for making my case atypical.

During the last few days of the final chemo session, many of the medical personnel came to my room to greet me and acknowledge that my case was amazing and miraculous. 

The gravity of what transpired was graphically brought home to me after the remarks of one nurse. She said that she had been on this cancer floor for two years, and I was the fifth Burkett’s Lymphoma case during that time… but I was the first one ever to leave. Not only that, but I was leaving early! Other cases had the five months with six sessions, but then kept returning after several months for six more sessions. She added that one patient would not be returning, but would be going on to hospice. I said, “It really is miraculous, isn‘t it?” She simply nodded, and with teary eyes, gave me another big hug. 

This is the fingerprint of God! He is at work, and I am an amazed but grateful beneficiary.

From a death sentence to the sound of life, by God’s grace.

Peter Vandenberg

Stand in Your Pea Patch

In 2 Samuel 23 we read about David’s “mighty men,” a small militia of extraordinarily skilled warriors. It was not a big army, but it was a tough army - like a highly trained special forces unit. They were amazingly proficient with their weapons. The chapter goes on to describe in greater detail the exploits of a small handful within that group who were the best of the best of the best!

One of these men was Adino. “He lift up his spear against eight hundred, whom he slew at one time” (v. 8). “Abishai . . . lifted up his spear against three hundred, and slew them” (v. 18). Benaiah the son of Jehoiada “slew two lionlike men of Moab: he went down also and slew a lion in the midst of a pit in time of snow: and he slew an Egyptian, a goodly man: and the Egyptian had a spear in his hand; but he went down to him with a staff, and plucked the spear out the Egyptian’s hand, and slew him with his own spear” (vv. 20–21). 

But my favorite one of David’s mighty men was Shammah. 

Now after him was Shammah the son of Agee a Hararite. And the Philistines were gathered into a troop, where there was a plot of ground full of lentils, and the people fled from the Philistines. But he took his stand in the midst of the plot, defended it and struck the Philistines; and the Lord brought about a great victory.

2 Samuel 23:11–12, NASB

Let us consider his story.

It was an ordinary day in Israel. The people were going about their daily business as usual. On the outskirts of the city, in a remote field, a group of laborers was harvesting a meager crop of peas. Suddenly a shadow fell on that pea patch from the hills as hundreds of Philistine soldiers appeared, armed in full battle gear. Fear struck the hearts of the people. These farmers were mere peasants, armed only with spades, hoes, and other agricultural tools. They knew they had no chance against a professional army. Remaining in that field would mean almost certain death. They looked down at their pea patch situated on an insignificant plot of land, and they realized that it was not worth risking life and limb to defend that ground. They dropped their farming tools and ran for their lives.

This would have been the end of the story, but unfortunately for the Philistines there was one man in the field that day who was not just a peasant or a farmer—he was a warrior. He was one of David’s “mighty men.” Shammah was perhaps one of the greatest warriors who has ever lived, and this was to be his most glorious battle. From the story of Shammah I would like to give you the three words of wisdom that I believe will help you to remain in the will of God. His story reveals three qualities that I believe are nonnegotiable if you are to go the distance and fulfill God’s will for your life: integrity, focus, and perseverance.

Mind in the Beginning What Matters in the End

Unlike the untrained peasant farmers who had fled the field, Shammah understood something about the tactics of warfare. Maybe this field was nothing but an ordinary pea patch, but this attack was not random—it was highly strategic. Perhaps the Philistines had chosen this pea patch because they thought no one would bother to defend such a worthless field and they could take it without a battle. But on this piece of land the Philistines would establish a stronghold and a base of operations from which they could launch future attacks on the nation of Israel.

When the enemy comes to assault your life, he is not going to start with the thing you are most diligent over. He is going to attack your pea patch: that thing he figures you will not bother to defend and where he thinks you will compromise. And in that compromise he will establish a stronghold to take over your life. I’m sure you’ve seen this before.

A couple has just gotten married. They are so in love and can’t spend enough time together. But a few years later a radical transformation has taken place. They hate each other and want a divorce. You ask, “How did this happen?” I’ll tell you how it happened. It happened one pea patch at a time. Solomon wrote, “[It’s] the little foxes that spoil the vines” (Song of Sol. 2:15, NKJV). A little bit of dishonesty here, a little bit of disrespect there, a hurtful word, a transgression unforgiven; soon a root of bitterness sets in, and before long the enemy has successfully established a stronghold in that couple’s relationship. From that compromised zone he will continue to assault their marriage until he has razed it to the ground.

Integrity

Having integrity means minding the small things - and being as vigilant over them as over the big things. Shammah was an experienced warrior. He knew that if he compromised this little pea patch, soon the enemy would be kicking down his front door. He was fiercely determined not to give up one inch to the Philistines. If we can defend even the smallest, most insignificant pea patches in our lives, the enemy will not be able to gain a foothold. Rather than seeing how close we can get to the cliff of sin without falling over, we should seek to avoid even the appearance of evil (1 Thess. 5:22). 

Rather than asking,“How much compromise is too much?” “How much compromise is too much?” we should be constantly aiming to raise our personal standards to be more like Jesus. Murder was condemned under the law, but Jesus said hatred is murder. Adultery was condemned under the law, but Jesus said lust is adultery. Jesus understood that murder grows from the seed of hatred, and adultery grows from the seed of lust. Once the seed has been planted, the tree, while not fully mature, has been born. It is much better to crush the seeds of sin before they are planted than to have to try to chop down a giant redwood of evil compulsions and addictions. Susanna Wesley gave this word of wisdom to young John Wesley: “If you would judge of the lawfulness or unlawfulness of pleasure, then take this simple rule: Whatever weakens your reason, impairs the tenderness of your conscience, obscures your sense of God, and takes off the relish of spiritual things—that to you is sin.”

Having integrity means being brutal with sin. When the Philistines invaded that pea patch, Shammah did not throw up his arms and say, “Come on, guys. Can we talk about this? Let’s see if we can negotiate a mutually agreeable arrangement here.” Shammah did not meet the Philistines with a white flag but with a sharpened ox goad. He hadn’t come to talk but to fight. If we are to be men and women of integrity, it will not happen by accident. Integrity requires ferocity and resolve. We see this demonstrated in Job when he said, “Till I die I will not remove mine integrity from me. My righteousness I hold fast, and I will not let it go: my heart shall not reproach me so long as I live” (Job 27:5–6).“Till I die I will not remove mine integrity from me. My righteousness I hold fast, and I will not let it go: my heart shall not reproach me so long as I live” (Job 27:5–6).

Having integrity means doing the right thing, even when it means standing alone. Shammah stood in that field all by himself. How he would have loved to stand back to back with one of his mighty comrades from David’s militia, but they were not with him.

The peasant farmers had fled the scene and left Shammah without even moral support. He stood alone, yet he stood his ground.

Having integrity means doing the right thing even when no one is looking. Shammah didn’t fight that battle with the Philistines because he wanted to be a celebrity warrior. The rest of the Israelites had left him alone. He was not fighting like a gladiator in a stadium before a crowd of cheering fans. Yet somehow, thousands of years later, we are still talking about his glorious battle. Somehow the word got out, and everyone heard about what happened in that obscure pea patch. Jesus said, “There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. What you have said in the dark will be heard in the daylight, and what you have whispered in the ear in the inner rooms will be proclaimed from the roofs” (Luke 12:2–3, NIV). Character is who are you when no one is looking. That is the real you.

A Fascinating Word

Most of the time character flaws hide below the surface invisible to the casual observer. People take great care to make sure no one sees their problems or shortcomings. But if not dealt with, these invisible infections mature into very public diseases. 

A little compromise here, a lustful imagination there. Every concession seems so inconsequential. Sin begins as a cute little pet, but it grows into a beast that is never satisfied. As it is fed, it only becomes bigger and hungrier; gratification becomes more difficult, and soon the pet has become the master. In the end you will either kill the beast or it will kill you. The devil is very patient. He is willing to wait, sometimes for many years, while sin matures. Once the enemy has established a stronghold in someone’s life, he will not stop until he has destroyed that person or until that person destroys the stronghold.

I’ll never forget a sermon I heard when I was in seminary from our college president, Michael L. Brown, PhD. He preached about a fascinating word that appears in the Hebrew Scriptures 61 times; it is acharit (pronounced “a-kha-reet”). There is really no single word equivalent for it in English, but the literal meaning of it is “the final or ultimate end.” It speaks of the backside or hinder parts, the part that is to follow, the part that is to come, the final end.3 We find this word used in Psalm 37:37–38: “Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end [acharit] of that man is peace. But the transgressors shall be destroyed together: the end [acharit] of the wicked shall be cut off.”“Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end [acharit] of that man is peace. But the transgressors shall be destroyed together: the end [acharit] of the wicked shall be cut off.”

Oh, my friend, may we purpose in our hearts to live life in such a way that we will not have to weep in the acharit over uncleanness and sin that we allowed into our lives. “I urge you,” Paul said, “to live a life worthy of the callingyou have received” (Eph. 4:1, NIV). Let us determine to live a life worthy of the calling, a life of integrity, minding in the beginning what matters in the end.

Never Give Up

I think it is interesting that 2 Samuel 23:12 tells us exactly where Shammah strategically positioned himself. It says, “He stationed himself in the middle of the field” (NKJV). He wasn’t standing out on the fringes, and he wasn’t in one of the corners. He was right in the very center of the field. I have seen many people who were called to a particular field, but over the years they became distracted. They lost their focus and wandered to the fringes of their field and sometimes even drifted into other fields they were never called to serve. If you are going to remain in the center of God’s will for your life, you must resolve to stand in the middle of the field to which He has called you and remain focused without allowing the enemy to distract you from that call.

When Shammah made his stand in the middle of that pea patch, he was not hanging around just to get a few licks in before making an exit.When Shammah made his stand in the middle of that pea patch, he was not hanging around just to get a few licks in before making an exit. For Shammah there were only two options: win or die! He stood his ground, he defended that pea patch, and 2 Samuel 23:12 tells us about the happy ending: “The Lord wrought a great victory.”

We all want to discover God’s will for our lives, but once we discover it, that is not the end; it is only the beginning! Once you have your assignment from God, then you have to stand in your field and fight until God gives the victory. This requires a quality that few seem to possess — perseverance.

In Ephesians 6 we are commanded to “put on the whole armour of God” (v. 11). But verses 13 and 14 say something important: “And having done all, to stand. Stand therefore.” In other words, after you have made all the preparation to stand, now there is one thing left to do—stand! This is where many people miss it. They go to great lengths to discover God’s will for their lives. They go to Bible college; they read books; they receive prophetic words; they prepare themselves in every way possible. But when their skin begins to burn with the heat of the battle, they drop their weapons and retreat. I am aware that this is not a “feel-good” message.

The Secret Ingredient: Perseverance

We are always looking for shortcuts, tips, and tricks, but I’m afraid there is no way around this principle. You can be extraordinarily gifted, talented, anointed, and blessed, but without persistence you will have little impact because the great victories are always on the other side of great battles. The word persevere is made of the prefix per, which means “through,” and severe. Victory comes to those who press through severe battles to the other side without quitting.

R. Alec Mackenzie, who wrote extensively on the subject of time management, said, “The ability to concentrate—to persevere on a course without distraction or diversion—is a power that has enabled men of moderate capability to reach heights of attainment that have eluded the genius. They have no secret formula other than to persevere.”

Apparently Shammah was not the only one of David’s mighty men who knew what it meant to be persistent. The Bible says Eleazar fought so long and so hard in one battle that his hand froze to the sword (2 Sam. 23:10). When it comes to fulfilling God’s will for your life, perseverance is not an option; it is an imperative. If Eleazar or Shammah would have let go of their swords or stopped fighting, the enemy would have killed them. If you let go of God’s calling, you will never fulfill it.

What do you do when the going gets tough? Stand firm and don’t let go! What do you do when the enemy begins to assail from all directions? Stand firm and don’t let go! What do you do when you face financial difficulty, health problems, betrayal, abandonment, rejection, and pain? Stand firm and don’t let go! My friend, the battle belongs to the Lord, and He will win it in His time. Our part is not to question; our part is to obey and stand firm until God gives the victory.

May we stand in our respective fields as David’s mighty men did, prepared to fight to the death for God’s kingdom. And when the day comes for us to leave this world, I pray that the sword will have to be pried out of our lifeless fingers. At the end may we not be found sitting in front of a television, but may we be found with our boots strapped on in the field where God has assigned us. Never give up! Never retreat! Never surrender to the enemy! Your fulfillment of God’s will for your life is not only about you. It’s about your children and your grandchildren and the future of God’s eternal kingdom. So stand! Fight! And endure until the end. And God will give you the victory in Jesus’s name!

Daniel Kolenda
LIVE - before you die, Excerpt from Chapter 20 

Having integrity means doing the right thing even when no one is looking. Shammah didn’t fight that battle with the Philistines because he wanted to be a celebrity warrior. The rest of the Israelites had left him alone. He was not fighting like a gladiator in a stadium before a crowd of cheering fans. Yet somehow, thousands of years later, we are still talking about his glorious battle. Somehow the word got out, and everyone heard about what happened in that obscure pea patch. Jesus said, “There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. What you have said in the dark will be heard in the daylight, and what you have whispered in the ear in the inner rooms will be proclaimed from the roofs” (Luke 12:2–3, NIV). Character is who are you when no one is looking. That is the real you.

A Fascinating Word

Most of the time character flaws hide below the surface invisible to the casual observer. People take great care to make sure no one sees their problems or shortcomings. But if not dealt with, these invisible infections mature into very public diseases. 

A little compromise here, a lustful imagination there. Every concession seems so inconsequential. Sin begins as a cute little pet, but it grows into a beast that is never satisfied. As it is fed, it only becomes bigger and hungrier; gratification becomes more difficult, and soon the pet has become the master. In the end you will either kill the beast or it will kill you. The devil is very patient. He is willing to wait, sometimes for many years, while sin matures. Once the enemy has established a stronghold in someone’s life, he will not stop until he has destroyed that person or until that person destroys the stronghold.

I’ll never forget a sermon I heard when I was in seminary from our college president, Michael L. Brown, PhD. He preached about a fascinating word that appears in the Hebrew Scriptures 61 times; it is acharit (pronounced “a-kha-reet”). There is really no single word equivalent for it in English, but the literal meaning of it is “the final or ultimate end.” It speaks of the backside or hinder parts, the part that is to follow, the part that is to come, the final end.3 We find this word used in Psalm 37:37–38: “Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end [acharit] of that man is peace. But the transgressors shall be destroyed together: the end [acharit] of the wicked shall be cut off.”“Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end [acharit] of that man is peace. But the transgressors shall be destroyed together: the end [acharit] of the wicked shall be cut off.”

Oh, my friend, may we purpose in our hearts to live life in such a way that we will not have to weep in the acharit over uncleanness and sin that we allowed into our lives. “I urge you,” Paul said, “to live a life worthy of the callingyou have received” (Eph. 4:1, NIV). Let us determine to live a life worthy of the calling, a life of integrity, minding in the beginning what matters in the end.

Never Give Up

I think it is interesting that 2 Samuel 23:12 tells us exactly where Shammah strategically positioned himself. It says, “He stationed himself in the middle of the field” (NKJV). He wasn’t standing out on the fringes, and he wasn’t in one of the corners. He was right in the very center of the field. I have seen many people who were called to a particular field, but over the years they became distracted. They lost their focus and wandered to the fringes of their field and sometimes even drifted into other fields they were never called to serve. If you are going to remain in the center of God’s will for your life, you must resolve to stand in the middle of the field to which He has called you and remain focused without allowing the enemy to distract you from that call.

When Shammah made his stand in the middle of that pea patch, he was not hanging around just to get a few licks in before making an exit.When Shammah made his stand in the middle of that pea patch, he was not hanging around just to get a few licks in before making an exit. For Shammah there were only two options: win or die! He stood his ground, he defended that pea patch, and 2 Samuel 23:12 tells us about the happy ending: “The Lord wrought a great victory.”

We all want to discover God’s will for our lives, but once we discover it, that is not the end; it is only the beginning! Once you have your assignment from God, then you have to stand in your field and fight until God gives the victory. This requires a quality that few seem to possess — perseverance.

In Ephesians 6 we are commanded to “put on the whole armour of God” (v. 11). But verses 13 and 14 say something important: “And having done all, to stand. Stand therefore.” In other words, after you have made all the preparation to stand, now there is one thing left to do—stand! This is where many people miss it. They go to great lengths to discover God’s will for their lives. They go to Bible college; they read books; they receive prophetic words; they prepare themselves in every way possible. But when their skin begins to burn with the heat of the battle, they drop their weapons and retreat. I am aware that this is not a “feel-good” message.

The Secret Ingredient: Perseverance

We are always looking for shortcuts, tips, and tricks, but I’m afraid there is no way around this principle. You can be extraordinarily gifted, talented, anointed, and blessed, but without persistence you will have little impact because the great victories are always on the other side of great battles. The word persevere is made of the prefix per, which means “through,” and severe. Victory comes to those who press through severe battles to the other side without quitting.

R. Alec Mackenzie, who wrote extensively on the subject of time management, said, “The ability to concentrate—to persevere on a course without distraction or diversion—is a power that has enabled men of moderate capability to reach heights of attainment that have eluded the genius. They have no secret formula other than to persevere.”

Apparently Shammah was not the only one of David’s mighty men who knew what it meant to be persistent. The Bible says Eleazar fought so long and so hard in one battle that his hand froze to the sword (2 Sam. 23:10). When it comes to fulfilling God’s will for your life, perseverance is not an option; it is an imperative. If Eleazar or Shammah would have let go of their swords or stopped fighting, the enemy would have killed them. If you let go of God’s calling, you will never fulfill it.

What do you do when the going gets tough? Stand firm and don’t let go! What do you do when the enemy begins to assail from all directions? Stand firm and don’t let go! What do you do when you face financial difficulty, health problems, betrayal, abandonment, rejection, and pain? Stand firm and don’t let go! My friend, the battle belongs to the Lord, and He will win it in His time. Our part is not to question; our part is to obey and stand firm until God gives the victory.

May we stand in our respective fields as David’s mighty men did, prepared to fight to the death for God’s kingdom. And when the day comes for us to leave this world, I pray that the sword will have to be pried out of our lifeless fingers. At the end may we not be found sitting in front of a television, but may we be found with our boots strapped on in the field where God has assigned us. Never give up! Never retreat! Never surrender to the enemy! Your fulfillment of God’s will for your life is not only about you. It’s about your children and your grandchildren and the future of God’s eternal kingdom. So stand! Fight! And endure until the end. And God will give you the victory in Jesus’s name!

Daniel Kolenda
LIVE - before you die, Excerpt from Chapter 20 

Bible Study

A Swimming Lesson from Ezekiel

How can the whole world be effectively evangelized? The Lord must have visualized it as being possible, because he commanded us to “make disciples of all the nations” (Matthew 28:19). Nations! I am sure that God has big plans for reaching mankind. I go back again and again to the Word, trying to understand this thought, and ask the Lord to open my eyes.

I once came to a familiar Scripture passage, no doubt preached on often. But the Spirit of the Lord was upon me, and a fresh truth in this passage exploded in my soul. It is in the book written by Ezekiel, one of the Old Testament prophets.

And when the man went out to the east with the line in his hand, he measured one thousand cubits, and he brought me through the waters; the water came up to my ankles. Again, he measured one thousand and brought me through the waters; the water came up to my knees. Again, he measured one thousand and brought me through; the water came up to my waist. Again, he measured one thousand, and it was a river that I could not cross; for the water was too deep, water in which one must swim, a river that could not be crossed. He said to me, “Son of man, have you seen this?” Then he brought me and returned me to the bank of the river. When I returned, there, along the bank of the river, were very many trees on one side and the other.

In the first part of this passage, Ezekiel was taken from dry land into the waters of this glorious river. Many agree this is a picture of the life-giving flood of the Holy Spirit. What an experience! From the dryness and deadness of cold religion into the swirling reality of the Holy Spirit. What an excitement to come to know this side of Salvation! This thrill is unique and inexplicable.

The Lord showed me lessons embedded in this remarkable vision that are essential for us if we do not wish to become spiritually stagnant.

Ankle Deep Is God´s Minimum

Four times, the angel carefully measured out one thousand cubits, leading Ezekiel by degrees. The first stage brought him into the waters that were “ankle deep.”

Direct contact with the power of the Holy Spirit is absolutely wonderful, but do not forget that “ankle deep” is God’s minimum! It is a tragedy that so many Christians seem to park in this position. It is sound advice never to follow a parked vehicle, because you will go nowhere. Likewise, we ought not follow a parked pastor or a parked church member. What I mean is, do not settle down to God’s minimum. It is easy to compare your experience with people who are not even ankle deep. But if that is your perspective, you should reverse it. Rather than comparing your position with what is more shallow, compare your position with the greater depths still ahead of you!

I was once invited to speak in a prayer meeting to people who did not believe in the Baptism into the Holy Spirit. I did my best, but it was very difficult. The people just sat there, speechless, glaring back at me with big eyes. A little prayer was said, and it was all over. As I left that gathering, I thought, “It must be very difficult to swim in three inches of water.” This, unfortunately, is the condition of many Christians. They paddle and work, yet make no progress, simply because they are grounded on the bottom. It is no wonder that things are so difficult for them.

Charles Haddon Spurgeon wrote: “Some Christians sail their boat in such low spiritual waters that the keel scrapes on the gravel all the way to Heaven, instead of being carried on a floodtide.”

There are many frustrated workers. They are devoted, almost working their fingers to the bone. Yet, so little happens. Why? Because they are only rowing at the brink. They are “do-it-yourself” people. They do the best they know how, and then “water it with prayer.” They have not followed the Lord’s instructions in Luke 5:4 to “launch out into the deep.” Today Jesus still stands on the shore and encourages us to launch out into the deep, to leave our shallow waters. But who will dare?

What is the way of Pentecost? Jesus promised that we would do greater works because He would send the Holy Spirit (John 14:12-17). That means He would do the work. The Lord does not hand us a toothpaste tube from which we might squeeze a little drop of power once or twice a day, just enough for our spiritual survival. The normal Christian life is this: “He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water” (Psalm 1:3).

I say this with a shout: The success of the Christian is in the fullness of the Holy Spirit! By the grace of God, I have been shown the secret: Move into the deeper water of the Holy Spirit. Once in that flood stream you will change immediately.I say this with a shout: The success of the Christian is in the fullness of the Holy Spirit! By the grace of God, I have been shown the secret: Move into the deeper water of the Holy Spirit. Once in that flood stream you will change immediately.

The Lord Brings Us Along Gently

As I visualized this scene with Ezekiel, I wondered why the man with the measuring rod took Ezekiel only one thousand cubits at a time, in four stages. When the Lord speaks, I am the kind of man who likes to jump. So why not take the plunge at four thousand cubits all at once? The Holy Spirit taught me this spiritual swimming lesson. The Father is very understanding of each of his children. He does not “throw us in the deep end.” Spiritual growth and maturity take time. His work is lovingly individual. The angel was instructed to first “measure” and then move. In the same way, our blessed Lord measures our individual ability – and then leads us. If Ezekiel had been led four thousand cubits in one go, he might have drowned. Yet, by going into the deep water in four stages, he made progress. The Lord brings us along gently. He wants us to go, but not to rush in rashly. We should have neither cold feet nor hot heads.

Learning Spiritually to Swim

One day God said to me: “Do you know what it means to swim?”One day God said to me: “Do you know what it means to swim?” Well, I thought I knew because I am a good swimmer. But did I? The Holy Spirit caused me to see something that I had not appreciated before. He said: “When you are swimming you are in another element, and a new law operates. You have to let go and rest fully upon the waters of the river. Those waters carry you.”

I see that now. I am swimming in the Holy Spirit. His waters carry me. The Spirit lifts me. Swimming takes the weight off my feet. It gives my back a holiday and my joints go on vacation. He does the work. What, then, is the real handicap? The real handicap is to rely upon yourself, depending on your own energy and ability, causing you to trudge along the riverbank – the very waters that could bear you in their bosom.

Many are working for God, when God wants to work for them. He does not want us to work so hard that we drop dead for Him. I saw a gravestone once with a man’s name and epitaph: “His Life Only Consisted of Work.” I mused, “That is an epitaph for a horse, not a man.”

God did not intend us to be beasts of burden, or to labor like robots. He could create packhorses in abundance, if that is what He wanted. When the Lord thought of you and me, He had something in mind other than slaves. Our Father wanted sons and daughters with whom He could fellowship and feast at the table, sharing all He has with them. “All that I have is yours” (Luke 15:31).

It is time to change the negative image of the Christian life. Do you feel that becoming a Christian has simply bowed you down? That you never feel good enough? You feel like there is not enough prayer, or work, or love, or the Bible in your life? Duties overwhelm you? Then Ezekiel’s message is for you: Be borne along by the Spirit in the glorious river of God! There are waters in which to float! In Him, you are more than a conqueror.

We are like Joseph, who was taken out of a prison cell to rule. That is the principle of God’s transactions throughout the whole of Scripture.

We are not to endure, but to enjoy our Christian life. I do not want to arrive in Heaven only to discover that I had managed on five percent of what God wanted me to have. There is no virtue in that. I am interested in the other 95 percent!

We need to understand the mind and calling of God. As He led Ezekiel from minimum to maximum, so He will lead us – if we allow Him to do so.

A River of Life

There are no nautical terms in the Bible. Revelation 21:1 states that “there was no more sea,” but Revelation 22:1 declares: “He showed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding from the throne of God and of the Lamb.” There lies the difference between a sea and a river. In Scripture, the sea stands for the masses of mankind and for the wicked, “whose waters cast up mire, and dirt” (Isaiah 57:20). It is also the depository for the detritus of humanity. The same old water comes back day after day, the tide bringing the garbage we thought we had hidden away.

But a river is different. It contains constant freshness because it is always flowing. It never has the same water. God has something new every morning.

A River of Power

In his vision, Ezekiel moved into the deeper waters of God’s river. “Again he measured one thousand, and it was a river that I could not cross; for the water was too deep, water in which one must swim, a river that could not be crossed” (Ezekiel 47:5). The river was not meant for walking, but for swimming. All who discover this secret will have their lives and ministries transformed.

A few years ago, a completely frustrated minister of the Gospel came to visit me. He had just visited a psychiatrist and said he could no longer carry the load of his church of 50 members. It was just too much. “Are you baptized into the Holy Spirit?” I asked. “No,” he replied, “my denomination does not believe in it.” I took time to explain to him this wonderful truth and prayed with him afterwards. In the evening, he left. But he did not really drive home, he swam home! God had done it.
What can God’s maximum actually be? I certainly do not claim to have arrived at God’s maximum, but I am definitely in transition! I am like the Apostle Paul, going from “faith to faith” and “from glory to glory” (Romans 1:17; 2 Corinthians 3:18). That is Holy Spirit progression.

The Surprise That Followed

After Ezekiel swam, he was returned to the riverbank. In New Testament terms, this is no anticlimax. Because once we have been in the river, the river is in us, and “rivers of living water” will flow out of our hearts (John 7:38). This experience so transformed the prophet, that when he climbed the riverbank, he looked in astonishment. “There, along the bank of the river, were very many trees on one side and the other” (Ezekiel 47:7).

What was so special about that? Why did he look in wonder? It was special, and he looked, because he now saw something that was not there when he entered the river – trees! This is the great truth of the chapter: while God changed Ezekiel in His river, He also changed the entire landscape around Ezekiel. Conditions change with anointed people and anointed churches.

I suppose that if Ezekiel had physically been in Israel and tried to plant trees in that place, he would have failed dismally – even if he watered them with his tears. But Ezekiel learned that, what people could not do in a hundred years, God could do in a few seconds. This is our faith for today! “‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the Lord of hosts” (Zechariah 4:6).

People who flow in and with the Holy Spirit have reason to be astonished everyday, because the Lord does wonders everyday. Praise the Lord! Nothing decreases in God! Everything is getting more wonderful by the day.

Divine Energy

Another notable detail is this: Those same trees already bore ripe fruit. While Ezekiel was discovering the depth of the river of the Holy Spirit, God had planted and grown trees in no time. He is the Creator of time, and can shrink it whenever He wishes. “Their fruit will be for food,” we read in verse 12. It was as if the fruit was beckoning him: “Ezekiel, come over here. No more cooking! God has spread the table for you. No more takeaways! A balanced diet awaits you!”“Ezekiel, come over here. No more cooking! God has spread the table for you. No more takeaways! A balanced diet awaits you!”

How wonderful! Suddenly, the man of God is in partnership with the Holy Spirit. There is no more scheming until we are steaming, no more blundering around in the dark. This is the wonder of a life and ministry in the Holy Spirit. This is how our world will be won for the Lord. Holy Spirit evangelism will win our generation for God! It all begins when we are obedient to the promptings of the Holy Spirit, and follow Him out into the depths, where there are waters in which to swim.

In Our Element

The Christian who is not in the river of the Holy Spirit is out of his element. He is like the proverbial fish out of water. We are not called to be desert dwellers, like the people of Israel were for 40 years – even though the Lord had promised them a land of rivers. Christ has promised rivers to believers, not as a rare exception, but as part of their natural environment. We are not to be bank-sitters, admirers of the passing waters. We are rather called to be river men!

Many times people have told me that, under their circumstances, they could not live a victorious Christian life. One young man in Africa explained that his grandparents and his parents were all witch doctors, and it was therefore impossible for him to live with Jesus in that place. But not one of us could be victorious anywhere in this sinful world, if it were not for the Holy Spirit. Wherever we go, He is there. We move in Him and live in Him (Acts 17:28). He is our environment. We are baptized into Christ. We are swimming in the river of God, not in a little pool likely to dry up one day.

We may just as well ask the question, “Can a man live on the moon?” The answer is both “No” and “Yes.” He cannot live on the moon if he goes there as he is. But if he arrives on the moon wearing a proper spacesuit, he can indeed live there. The spacesuit contains the same air as that found on the earth. Wearing these space suits, the astronauts can walk, ride, and jump upon the surface of the moon.

You cannot expect to live a successful Christian life if you are not in the Spirit, for that is how God arranged for you to live. Wherever we are, we can be – and should be – in the Spirit. That is the important fact. No matter how appalling the place, even if it is foul with the breath of hell, we are enveloped in God and can breathe the air of Heaven. “He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty” (Psalm 91:1)“He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty” (Psalm 91:1).

When we are in the Spirit we are unconquerable, invulnerable, going from victory to victory, our life hid with Christ in God. The man moving in the Spirit; the church moving in the Spirit; workers, evangelists, pastors and teachers moving in the Spirit – that is the only formula I know for success. In the Spirit of God, we can win the world for Jesus.

Reinhard Bonnke